[ Rex wants nothing more than to leave so that he can lick at his wounds in private, damn the fact that he's part of a team now, but there's nothing in the galaxy that could get him to leave when Andy's looking at him like that - no danger, no reward, and certainly no amount of shame. Her and Poe always seem to circumvent that. ]
Andy, I - I can't --
[ This whole brutal, bloody affair makes him feel like weeping, and he hasn't done that in front of another person since he was a child. Even then, he rarely indulged. The Kaminoans were no great fan of tears. ]
This is worse. Than before.
[ He can only trust that Andy knows what he means. She's been fighting long before him. He's seen many fall before, has sat in the medbay more times than he could count, but this is worse and as his adrenaline fades, as distance is put between him and everything that had to be done to stabilize Poe, it gets worse with every minute that passes. All that talk to Andy about facing it together, brushing aside her concerns of what will happen when she would eventually lose them, and he didn't prepare himself for seeing either of them this way. Maybe he always figured it'd be him in the medbay, not them.
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Andy, I - I can't --
[ This whole brutal, bloody affair makes him feel like weeping, and he hasn't done that in front of another person since he was a child. Even then, he rarely indulged. The Kaminoans were no great fan of tears. ]
This is worse. Than before.
[ He can only trust that Andy knows what he means. She's been fighting long before him. He's seen many fall before, has sat in the medbay more times than he could count, but this is worse and as his adrenaline fades, as distance is put between him and everything that had to be done to stabilize Poe, it gets worse with every minute that passes. All that talk to Andy about facing it together, brushing aside her concerns of what will happen when she would eventually lose them, and he didn't prepare himself for seeing either of them this way. Maybe he always figured it'd be him in the medbay, not them.
He'd sure as hell prefer it. ]