[ He could feel it - could feel her come around him - and that was it, it was impossible to resist that. He swore again, breathlessly, hips jerking erratically as he slammed himself as deep as he could and held himself there, pleasure slamming into his gut impossibly hard as he came. He covered her breasts with rough, feverish kisses as he shuddered, each burst of pleasure making him pant her name against her skin. With a final pulse he felt absolutely empty, his iron grip on her releasing. His fingers had dug so tight in the end he'd probably left bruises.
His bones felt like jelly and he could feel the evidence of their combined pleasure slide down his cock as it pulsed, deflating even as he tried to keep it buried in her.
He wasn't expecting for the sudden desperate longing to hit him as bad as it did. For all his feelings to sudden burst to the forefront and quiver on the end of his tongue. For him to half to fight it down, feeling utterly queasy as he tried to tell himself that he wasn't allowed. You can't love her, Poe. You're not allowed. If you love her, she'll leave.
He nearly choked on the emotion, pressing his face into her chest to hide the way it twisted on his face, the way it threatened to leak from his eyes.
Fuck, he loved her. And he really, really needed to get over it, or she was going to see it as clearly as day. ]
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His bones felt like jelly and he could feel the evidence of their combined pleasure slide down his cock as it pulsed, deflating even as he tried to keep it buried in her.
He wasn't expecting for the sudden desperate longing to hit him as bad as it did. For all his feelings to sudden burst to the forefront and quiver on the end of his tongue. For him to half to fight it down, feeling utterly queasy as he tried to tell himself that he wasn't allowed. You can't love her, Poe. You're not allowed. If you love her, she'll leave.
He nearly choked on the emotion, pressing his face into her chest to hide the way it twisted on his face, the way it threatened to leak from his eyes.
Fuck, he loved her. And he really, really needed to get over it, or she was going to see it as clearly as day. ]