[ He wasn't totally lying - even his hook ups were always fairly romantic in the traditional idea of the world. He was charming and suave and could talk the pants off anyone.
He just didn't mean any of it. Not a word. And then he had Andy, to whom he meant all of it, and couldn't say it. He was starting to get angry with himself, for falling into this trap again. He knew better. He knew better, and yet couldn't stop himself. Months he'd spent thinking about her and here she was, about whether she was okay and if he would see her again.
And now she was here and he was ruining it anyway. ]
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[ He wasn't totally lying - even his hook ups were always fairly romantic in the traditional idea of the world. He was charming and suave and could talk the pants off anyone.
He just didn't mean any of it. Not a word. And then he had Andy, to whom he meant all of it, and couldn't say it. He was starting to get angry with himself, for falling into this trap again. He knew better. He knew better, and yet couldn't stop himself. Months he'd spent thinking about her and here she was, about whether she was okay and if he would see her again.
And now she was here and he was ruining it anyway. ]
You get all my misfires.