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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-03 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She tangibly tenses in response to his words — tension in her posture, in her thighs where they're wedged on either side of him, even in her fingertips, where they're digging into his clothes. There's these conflicting, confrontational urges burning underneath her ribs — because of course he means more to her than all her nameless one night stands. She'd bleed and kill for him. For him and Rex both. But she still wants to deny what that means. She wants to deny it with the same impossible stubbornness that has Poe calling her out right now.

Unstoppable force, immovable object.
]

If you know me, then you know I don't do that. [ That. Whatever that means. ] And this is not what I signed up for. [ Her voice goes low, rough around the edges. Conflict is written all over her face — conflict, because he's right and she knows he's right, and whatever it is that she feels, it's not what she intended and it's less than they deserve. ] What the hell do you want from me, Poe? What do you want me to fucking say?
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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-03 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ No, no — she doesn't want to hear it. She doesn't want the words. Because the words make it real somehow, and she just... She can't

Her pulse is throbbing. Her lungs feel too tight.
]

You don't know what you're saying.

[ It's a ragged whisper, dragged free from her throat — gaining momentum as she grasps for any feeling that isn't that knot in her gut, twisting tight at the thought of loving and being loved back. ]

You don't know what the fuck you're talking about — [ There's a crack in her voice as she pulls back, opening space up between them as if she can't bear to be close anymore. ] Fuck you for saying it! Fuck you, Poe Dameron — [ She isn't ready to face this right now. She hadn't meant for this to happen. She hadn't meant to want the words or to want to say them back. ] I don't love him. And I don't love you.

[ It's a lie, and they both know it's a lie. If it wasn't a lie, she wouldn't say it with such desperate anger. Not Andy — Andy, who would placidly smoke a cigarette in the face of death. It's a lie bred of fear and longing, and not more convincing for the way she fails to meet his eyes as she says it. ]
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[personal profile] ct_7567 2018-12-03 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Rex, like Poe, isn't tougher than most. There are millions of men literally identical to him that have fallen in battle from less than this; it only takes a stray shot, a misstep, a zag left when you should have gone right. This is a truth that ought to be acknowledged.

Unfortunately, for all that he carries himself with common sense and dignity, he's also an absolute idiot. Which is why, as he limps up the ramp, weight flagging to one side and free hand pushed up against he ribs, he says, ]
Ah, we could have taken them.

[ They could not have taken them. He hurls himself not in the co-pilot's seat - Andy can take that one - but into the gunner's seat. They may be fleeing, but that doesn't mean they can't make 'em hurt a little more before they leave. ]
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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-03 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't

[ She tries, she honestly tries — because maybe if she says the lie out loud enough times, she'll believe it. Or at least she'll get them to believe it, and then the whole fucking matter can be laid to rest, buried in a shallow grave where she can keep pretending she's too old and too tired to feel the way she feels about them.

But the lie is a painful one to utter. I don't love you. It stalls halfway out of her throat, leaving her frustrated and angry with herself.
]

I don't give a fuck what you do or don't do. [ That's what she finally manages, as she turns away, storming out of the cockpit. ] Doesn't make a damn difference to me.
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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-03 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's probably a good thing that she's more or less used to this by now. Wherever the three of them are involved, there's always about a fifty percent chance that everything will go to absolute shit at any given moment. She barely blinks as Poe flies by her into the cockpit, instead glancing down at the sudden armful of posters in her possession. ]

What the hell am I supposed to do with these? [ She gets them awkwardly tucked under her arm as Rex blows by her next, half putting her hands up in something that might have been exasperation with a little more effort. Maybe she should be more worried about their pursuers — but she's not. They've made enough tight escapes; there's an unspoken trust. She's not even looking out the window as she slumps into the copilot's seat to unfurl one of the posters.

Utterly deadpan:
] ...Are we getting fucking shot at because you two stopped for some souvenirs?
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[personal profile] ct_7567 2018-12-03 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Rex had been in the midst of doing the laundry - everyone's laundry; it seems horribly inefficient to focus on his own, and the others never care quite as much as he does about getting the blood stains out properly - when he'd heard first a bang, then a loud curse. It could be sex, which is a far louder affair than what Rex had originally been led to believe. It could be some malfunction in the engine, which would be unfortunate, but certainly not a tragedy. Or it could be something worse.

He darts out into the hallway regardless, hands still damp, suds still gathered in the deep groove of his knuckles, catching Poe just as he storms around the corner. ]
Whoa, hey. [ He braces his hands against Poe's shoulders. ] What do you mean, she's gone?
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[personal profile] ct_7567 2018-12-03 10:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Slow down, Poe. I can't do anything about this with you flying off the handle like this, [ Rex says sharply. He's managed to relax in recent years, with Andy and Poe's help, relinquish his grip on authority, learn how to work in a team instead of as a leader for a change, but it's difficult for him not to revert back to that place when under stress. Being in the midst of a firefight doesn't count as stress. One of their little team storming off? That definitely does. ]

Who do you think I am? Of course we're not leaving until we find her. And we will find her, no matter how long it takes. God knows all of us have lived off less before.

[ Worst case scenario, they take on a couple of local, petty jobs or rely on some of their stocks. But that won't come to pass. Rex is sure of it. She'll come back before too long - the idea of one of their lot just going AWOL for any longer is absolutely unthinkable. ]

You'd better tell me what happened so I know what the kriff to say to her when we find her.

[ Stupid Andy. Stupid, reckless Andy. Doesn't she know that they can't afford this kind of nonsense by now? ]
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[personal profile] ct_7567 2018-12-03 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
If this was enough to make me bleed out, I'd be dead a hundred times over by now, [ Rex shoots back, sliding open a compartment and bouncing an explosive projectile in his palm before slotting it into the gun and yanking the wheel over, aiming it straight at their assailants. He has to wait to fire it off, which is the worst bit, but he's ready. ]

And we want to be worth fewer credits, not more. We've got enough people on our ass as it is. [ He glances back at Andy. ] It was his idea to pick them up.

[ Nice throwing Poe under the bus, Rex. ]

Do me a favour and grab a couple of those bacta patches, Andy. Poe got dinged too.
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REX & ANDY || v early relationship, dumb husband got himself HURT

[personal profile] ct_7567 2018-12-03 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It was supposed to be a simple job.

They landed on some podunk moon out on the Outer Rim, just recently underneath Empire control - which meant that it was ripe for the picking, to destroy what resources they could and steal the rest, making the Empire's job that much harder to control the nearby planet. It's the kind of job that all three of them could typically do solo, in their sleep. But everything that could go wrong did go wrong. Their intel had been faulty and they'd been cocky -- Poe most of all, getting caught in the tail-end of a blast he and Andy had orchestrated when he was supposed to be loading supplies into the ship, as though he and Andy weren't perfectly capable of fighting them off themselves. Yeah, they'd been in a sticky spot, but that was no excuse for his behaviour.

At first, fueled by adrenaline and more fear than he'd admit, they got to work getting the fuck out of there, Andy at the cockpit and pushing them into hyperdrive while Rex attended to Poe. They're well out of there and Poe's stable by the time Rex storms out of their makeshift medical wing and into the cockpit, jaw clenched and hands curled into fists at his side. He doesn't know why he's so damn angry. This isn't anything he hasn't been through a hundred times over, but this is different, somehow. ]


He's going to be fine. He's going to have to rest, but he's going to be fine, the absolute di'kut. It's like he doesn't realize we don't have a bacta tank at our disposal. [ He pauses. In all of the rush, he and Andy never managed to check in with each other. They'd just ran in and got the job done. He forces his fists to unfurl. ] You all right, Andy?
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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-04 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ She gives the bounty poster in her hands one last skeptical look before letting them all fall into the seat she's vacated to fetch the bacta patches. ]

I don't know — Rex's makes him look like he just caught a whiff of something rank. [ A dry quip as she digs through their supplies, tearing open a few of the med-packs and cramming a few of the patches into her pocket before returning to the cockpit. If their escape is a little rocky, it doesn't seem to faze her — she's steady on her feet and used to the close calls by now. ] And I'm pretty sure whoever makes these has a little crush on you, because yours gets more lovingly rendered every fucking time.

[ She tears one of the packets open with her teeth as she unceremoniously squats by the pilot's seat, not waiting for convenience or permission to tug up the side of Poe's shirt and get a look at his wound. She's not gentle — these aren't a nurse's hands — but she'll get it tended to. ]

You'll live. [ Wryly, as she applies the bandage — then over her shoulder at Rex: ] You're next, big guy.
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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-04 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
I'm fine.

[ Because she's always fine, their Andy. She never answers that question any other way. But it's obvious that she's agitated too — has been, ever since they pulled Poe's unconscious body onto the ship. It's worry — she knows that, just like she knows it's normal to be worried about someone you love, but it's still hard to express. Still hard for her to show those things. So she's irritated instead. This has to be her fifth cigarette since they boarded. ]

Couple scrapes and things, that's all. It's not me out cold. [ Scythian physiology will probably take care of the worst of it, given a day or two. She doesn't care. Doesn't matter that she smells like smoke and blood. She's barely aware of her own feet, how she's been pacing back and forth nonstop outside their little makeshift med bay. As Rex's question sinks in though, she seems to become more present — enough to turn and look at him, tired and harried. ] Come here. I haven't had a look at you yet.
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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-04 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ This was, of course, classic Poe Dameron. To the point where Andy wasn't even sure why she even bothered to get annoyed with him. But it feels like it's been an eternity that she and Rex have been waiting for him to stir since they dragged his body from the wreckage of the TIE fighter, and she's never dealt well with the waiting. The feeling of helplessness. Time drags. It'd gotten to the point where she and Rex had agreed to take shifts, so at least one of them would be resting or managing the ship.

Not as if having the other sitting around by Poe's bedside really did any good, but they were all sentimental creatures — Andy too, even if she'd be the first to deny it. So after days of stewing in worry and frustration, she's there when he wakes.
]

...Fuck. [ She exhales the word on a breath of relief as she stands over him, vulnerable for all of a moment before a little ember of temper swells in her breast. ] Good. You're not dead. Which means I can kill you for making me think for a second that you might be.
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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-04 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ She does not want to find him endearing right now — she wants to be mad, and he's making that very, very hard. One hand comes to her hip while the other braces itself on the side of the bed, her lips pursing at him for a moment before she responds a bit flatly: ]

Gorgeous? You must've hit your head harder than I thought. [ Andy knows very well that she's a hot mess at best right now, with heavy bags under her eyes from days of poor sleep and all that long, dark hair an untamed tangle. She looks very damn tired. Rex probably does too. ] Don't think you can "Hey, Andy" your way out of this one. I've been pissed at you for days, and I'm planning on at least a few more.

[ Still. She leans down to look at him better, reaching out to brush a stray curl of hair off his forehead. ]

What the hell were you even thinking, pulling a stunt like that?
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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-04 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ She exhales with a hint of impatience, but she doesn’t brush his hand away, and that speaks to something. ]

Resting, I hope. We’ve been taking turns. [ Watching. Waiting. Worrying. ] You were out a while. [ She won’t mention how she counted the hours. Or how many cigarettes she burned through pacing outside their makeshift med bay. ] Almost three days. So, yeah. Good fucking morning, you reckless bastard.

[ But her voice doesn’t have as might bite as it could. It’s too good just to hear his voice. To have the chance to even argue with him a little, after days on days of unbearable quiet. ]
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[personal profile] ct_7567 2018-12-04 08:40 am (UTC)(link)
I'm fine. [ Oh boy, there are two of them. Lucky Andy. ] And if you were so fine, we wouldn't be wasting a bacta patch on you, but here we are.

[ There's a gash on Rex's right side alongside some nasty looking bruising. It's the sort of thing that, in Rex's opinion, looks nastier than it is, and certainly isn't anything that a well-placed bacta patch can't fix. The expression on his face when he fires their own ship's blasters is a decidedly nasty one but Rex habitually has very little sympathy for anyone who draws on him first, and even less sympathy for those who draw on Poe. Their attackers wisely scatter and flee in the wake of blaster fire and there's a metallic crash as one of the explosives finds its home in their hangar. Serves them right. ]

So I look angry, and Poe looks pretty. Where does that leave you?

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