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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-20 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm-hmm. [ Wryly: ] Poor Poe Dameron.

[ She lets her weight sit back on her knees as her hands reach down to loosely grasp his cock, feeling it out where it brushes against her leg. A few noncommittal strokes, then she settles down into his lap more fully — just letting those soft, wet folds kiss the length of his dick without taking it inside. Leisurely little rocks of her hips give them both the friction of skin on skin, but not much else. Payback for earlier? Maybe. ]

Must be hard to find a little me time these days.
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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-20 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She watches him back, meeting his eyes as she moves on him. Memorizing the details, maybe — committing the little things to memory, for however long she'll get to keep them. Centuries from now, she still wants to remember the way he looks at her, how it feels to have his hands on her — even just the way his breath catches when their bodies meet just so. ]

Don't need you to give up much. [ Her wryness goes low. ] A little sleep, maybe.

[ She only breaks his gaze to look down as she finally reaches between them, exhaling as she eases the tip of his cock up inside her. ]
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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-21 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ The rough edge of his voice on her name goes straight between her thighs, a flush of heat that makes everything below her waist draw tight. After all these centuries, nobody should affect her like this anymore, but Poe always manages to do it anyway — and she can't even be mad about it, not when he's pressing that warm kiss to her skin and starting to move against her.

Her arms automatically reach out to wrap around him, one hand tangling in the hair at the back of his neck. Maybe she isn't so good at speaking her true emotions aloud, but the way she holds him close to her isn't the embrace of a one night stand or a casual fling — she holds him like a lover, with a certain need in the way her fingers grasp a little too tightly.

She shifts to widen the spread of her knees, letting herself sink down all the way into his lap, just to feel him fill her deep. The words are barely there when she speaks, hushed and heated and a little impulsive, exhaled into the small space between them:
]

Tell me again how you love me.
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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-21 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It makes something clench tight in her chest, to hear him say these things and feel that same sentiment resonate inside her — feelings she's tried to smother for a century, a hundred years or more where nothing mattered and everything was transient. She had been existing in a blur of blood and blasterfire, moving from place to place with no attachment to anything or anyone. Apathetic. Numb. The galaxy felt like a vast emptiness. If someone had managed to kill her back then, it might have been a relief.

But somehow, she ended up here instead. And with them, it's the most alive she's felt in longer than she can really remember.

She holds him tighter as they move together, closer to her — close enough that her nose brushes against his temple, putting her mouth close to his ear when she answers:
]

I love you so much it scares me. [ The words are barely there, quiet and rough, as if each syllable struggles to free itself from her throat. ] I love you so much it hurts.
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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-22 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's hard to say what takes her apart more — the perfect angle of his thrusts, or the passionate things he whispers. She shouldn't want that so badly — she shouldn't take those words into her heart and bury them there — but in the heat of the moment, it's too hard to pretend that she isn't moved by that bittersweet sentiment when he says he'll always love her. Even as flawed as she is. Even though she'd been trying to pick a fight with him, not too long ago. Always, he says, right here — and it pierces to the core of all her hopes and fears, all the things that makes her struggle inside with how much she loves them.

Centuries old, and she still doesn't have words good enough to answer him. She can only hold him tight, ducking her head to press her lips fervently to his. Her breaths comes hard in that minute space between each kiss as he fucks her, working her towards that that point where she's tense and barely holding herself back from the familiar edge — just trying to make this last a moment longer.
]
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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-24 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's almost torturous, those few moments he holds her tight, stalling her movements when every part of her body feels wound up and too warm — when she aches for him — but the frustrated little sound she starts to make gets lost on a half-startled exhale as she ends up sprawled out on the ground instead. No more complaints — kissing him back is a better use of her mouth. She gives him a hint of her teeth, her hands rough as they grasp at him, blunt nails digging into clothes and skin as she arches up against him, looking for friction, chasing that same edge as him —

She can't help it, when he says her name like that — over and over again, fervent and heated. It's just as good as being touched — better maybe, and more than enough to bring her home, leaving her clawing at him and squirming underneath him as all that tension breaks into helpless shudders. The noise she makes is half-bitten off, her eyes going unfocused as she trembles.
]
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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-24 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ Her answer is a little half-amused hum of acknowledgement, as if any smartass retort is still too much work when she’s still trying to catch her breath. But she still manages to sit up on her forearms to follow him with her gaze as he settles back in between her legs - her eyes dark with some lingering heat as she watches him bow his head. Her thighs stay shamelessly open in invitation, only tensing reflexively at the press of his tongue - a little twitch of muscle, oversensitive nerves still jumpy so soon after.

She lets her weight rest on one side, reaching out with her other hand to brush his hair back from his face, just so she can see him better.

Finally, low and dry:
] You plan on cleaning up the rest of me too?
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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-24 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ She huffs out an entertained breath that might have been a laugh with a little more effort. ]

Take it easy. I’m not trying to kill you, ace.

[ But even if she jokes, she doesn’t seem in much of a hurry to get up just yet either. She’s finally come all the way down from the battle that left her restless and bloody to begin with - and she’s all lazy limbs and warm wryness now. It’s a leisurely gesture when she crooks a finger at him, coaxing him to come back closer to her. ]

Bet you still have enough left in you to give me a kiss though.
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[personal profile] killtime 2018-12-24 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She lets herself settle in against the floor, welcoming the weight of his head on her shoulder and his arm over her middle. Moments like this, she doesn't try so hard to act as though she'd be better off on her own, separate from everyone, always maintaining arm's length. Like this, she's as warm and soft as she ever is. ]

Twenty minutes seems ambitious. [ Even her wryness seems a little softer. She reaches blindly for her abandoned jacket, lazily pulling it over them for some semblance of modesty — for BB-8's sake, maybe. Everyone else is probably well-accustomed to seeing her in various states of undress at this point. ] Just close your eyes, Dameron. We'll get up when we get up.