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[personal profile] killtime 2019-02-04 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's not the first time she's thought this about him — that he's too sentimental and noble for a galaxy that's in such a shitty state, and that someday that good heart will get him killed or worse. That thought makes the tiny reciprocating swell of pride in her chest bittersweet. She doesn't know what to do with the two conflicting instincts that come with it — whether she should fight her rational sense and stay, if only to try and protect this, or if she should fight her feelings and leave, before it all goes up in terrible flames.

It did feel good, to do the right thing — to do it together — but the other shoe is always waiting to drop. She doesn't know if she wants to be here for that. If she can stand to be, after all the things she's lost. All these possible consequences, swimming around in her head. It might only be the distraction of his hands and his lips and his voice that keeps it all from overwhelming her right there and then.
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I do think you're nuts. [ Her own voice has dropped low to match his without her noticing. One hand closes over the one at her breast, urging him to be a little rougher as the other hand impatiently tugs the front of his pants open so she can get his cock out into her palm. ] But it'd kill my sex life if I shot you in the spine.

[ Let it be about that instead, and not the attachment. Don't let him call her out on her better nature, or the fact that she gives a damn despite knowing full well that she shouldn't. ]
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[personal profile] killtime 2019-02-05 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ She touches him with the knowing familiarity of a lover, her grasp stroking up the length of his hard cock before turning into a taunting caress of light fingertips over the head, the brief press of her thumb there before her fist closes back around him, sliding back down to the base before starting over again. Her touch only falters at that first hard press of his palm between her thighs, stalled by that friction — then the unconscious tightening of her grip when he bites her, drawing out a sharp breath.

Her back arches as she looks for leverage to grind back against his hand, shameless even through the barrier of her clothes. When she finally answers, her voice is low rough murmur, barely there:
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I don't want another reckless pilot.
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[personal profile] killtime 2019-02-05 12:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Wryly: ]

Why, you want to take me to bed properly?

[ She tilts her head at him, a little amused that she's getting more than just the formality of the job title — new quarters too, huh? Hell. In another mood, she'd probably be prickly about it — about the implications of having real quarters of her own, and not just space she's commandeered in the interim while telling herself she'd pack up any day now. But the line she's been trying to draw just keeps getting moved, and she's already said yes, because some part of her wants to be here for whatever's next, even if it's probably an inevitable shit storm. ]

Guess we might as well. [ A meaningful glance downward at his cock in her hand, the precum beading there. With a taunting dryness then: ] I mean, as long as you think you can stand to wait that long.
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[personal profile] killtime 2019-02-05 04:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Andy doesn't seem particularly interested in maintaining her modesty either — why waste the time? She follows after Poe, her steps light as they pass his quarters and into her quarters. Hers. It feels funny to stand there and think that this is where she'll be staying. She'd been untied to any one place for so long she half doesn't remember what it feels like to have a place for the long term. It makes her pause for a moment before she moves to finish undressing, leaving her clothes in a pile by the door.

With a mild wryness:
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Fighting a little injustice really gets in you in the mood, huh? [ She closes distance — but only to shove him towards the cot. ] First you make me your copilot, now you want to fuck in bed... [ Climbing onto the mattress after him, she goes on with that same wryness: ] It's almost halfway romantic.
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[personal profile] killtime 2019-02-07 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow. [ With an almost fond sort of sarcasm: ] Flowers. Hell, if you're going to throw flowers into the mix, I might have to cut this short and go kill the emperor right now.

[ Although honestly? She's already ignored her better judgement and helped him to bring Rex on board, so who's to say she wouldn't follow him on a stupid, crazy mission to overthrow the emperor himself?

Maybe not right this second though. At the moment, she seems a lot more interested on leaning down for another kiss — giving him just a little hint of teeth, a light bite that catches on his lower lip. Her hips resist his pull just to be a bit mean, to taunt with those few scant inches between their bodies — as if she isn't already wet and eager for him.
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[personal profile] killtime 2019-02-14 07:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ This close, it's impossible not to notice the moment the expression on his face changes — and she almost breaks another rule, almost asks: Are you okay? She's not supposed to ask. She's not supposed to care enough to ask. But then he's kissing her, and it's hard to pay attention to anything except that — the familiar press of his mouth to hers, how it steals her breath and makes her pulse quicken.

She kisses him back hard, only drawing back enough to utter a single absent syllable — her lips pursing on the shape of the first letter before going soft and round in a rough little whisper:
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Poe.
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[personal profile] killtime 2019-02-14 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It stalls her — just for a split second, when she hears him say her name. She looks at him for a moment, her heart pounding in her chest. There's that fight or flight instinct again — a visceral reaction to being known — but she's been acting against her better judgement all fucking day, and finally, all she offers is a quiet, breathless acknowledgment: ]

Yeah.

[ She shouldn't want to hear him say her name like that — she shouldn't have let it get to the point where he knows her name at all — but it feels good, almost as good as being touched, and suddenly she doesn't want to tease so much anymore — suddenly, the need feels urgent, and she yields to his pull on her, widening the spread of her knees on either side of him so she can rock down, rubbing soft wet folds against the length of his cock. She sits straighter and lets her arms wrap around his shoulders, drawing him flush up against her as she grinds against him. ]
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[personal profile] killtime 2019-02-18 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's the sweetest fucking torture, just feeling the way the head of his cock drags between her legs, each pass just teasing at penetration — and maybe that says something, that she doesn't mind the tease, that she isn't rushing for the main event all wham bam, thank you ma'am. Hard to say with her — and hard to say when he's been the exception to the rule since day one. Even more so now — now that he knows her name. Now that she's decided to stay.

She'll lay awake over the reasons later. She'll doubt her choices — because she knows how she is. She knows where this path goes, and she should be trying harder to stop. But she's a hypocrite and she's selfish and all she wants right then is to be close to him, to feel the way their bodies move together —
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Tell me what you want. [ Her voice is low, barely there, but intense somehow. Rough around the edges. Her fingers tangle in the curls at the nape of his neck, tugging ever so slightly. ] Let me hear you say it.
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[personal profile] killtime 2019-02-20 04:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ All her attention catches on those first four words — and she doesn't know why. She half-doesn't even hear the rest of it, the crude dirty talk she was egging him on for to start with. Maybe it's the way he says her name — still novel, still a little strange to hear — or the unexpected softness of his voice, an emphasis that feels more emotional than it's supposed to. Something about it stalls her, and even though her movements slow absently, her heart races a little faster as she searches his face, like his expression might tell her what he meant by saying those words to her that way. She knows if she dwelled on it a little harder, she could understand what that makes her feel, but she doesn't fully want to understand it either —

He shifts underneath her, dragging his cock against her clit, and the little electric shiver that skitters down her spine makes her present in the moment again. She bows her head to lean her forehead against his shoulder, reaching back blindly with one hand to fumble between them, finally pressing his cock up against her entrance.

It's a breathless mutter, barely there when she answers with words that somehow feel inadequate:
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You always feel good.
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[personal profile] killtime 2019-02-23 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ The slow press of his cock inside her makes her breath catch ever so slightly in her throat — a quiet, stalled little sound that gets muffled against the crook of his neck. He feels so good — every time, every time since the first time. She almost doesn't want to move yet, doesn't want to lose an inch — just wants to linger on the feeling of him filling her for a minute — so she rocks her hips just slightly, a rolling motion that keeps them close as she grinds against him.

It's not what she intended, to be here now. It's too good. It feels too right. But she doesn't say anything, doesn't try to stop. She only lifts her head to lean in and kiss him — a light press of her mouth first, the space of a breath, then harder, urgent and needy.
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[personal profile] killtime 2019-02-24 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ She can't clearly remember the last time she had it like this, slow and deliberate, basking in every moment instead of rushing through it, trying to make the minutes go by faster, trying to be numb — and when she can think about something other than him for a second, she'll probably be sensible enough to regret staying long enough for this to happen. But that's for later. Now... Right now, there's nothing outside these quarters. Nothing but him inside her — his mouth on her breast, the tease of his teeth against the perked up peak of her nipple. All those details of being with him, things that have, in pieces, become a bit familiar these past few weeks.

Her rhythm builds a little, gradually finding a solid pace, steady and deep, bringing their bodies as close as they can be, again and again. Her orgasm builds slow too — a sweet, tight ache between her thighs that she tries to drag out, trying to hold herself back just so that this can last a little longer. Right up until the moment that she can't anymore — can't stop her body from tensing up around him before the warm shudders overtake her, unraveling her in his lap as she shakes and pants out his name.
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[personal profile] killtime 2019-03-05 08:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ In the moments after, she seems unhurried to pull away. Not like usual — how she's always quick on the recovery, back on her feet and pulling her clothes back on. This time, she lingers a little, tangled up with him as her breathing starts to even out and her heart slows to something reasonable. No banter, no cheeky taunts. Just the quiet tide of her inhales and exhales for a minute or two.

Finally, with her limbs slow as molasses, she starts to pull away. If what just happened felt different than their casual routine, she doesn't mention it. Instead, she just rolls off onto the mattress, laying on her back and trying not to think too hard about what she's doing here.

At length, half to herself:
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This isn't really what I pictured when I got you off in that alley.

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